2004-07-20 - 1:22 p.m.
AHHH!! i woke up late today. at 7. was struggling abt whether to for the second lesson, but..in the meantime, i sat ard.. read the papers.. ate slowly... walked ard the hse. hmm. feels good. its like, taking a break from the usual routine and simply 'living' in a world of my own.[now, i m not trying to encourage anyone to pon sch ok, so dun follow] as i laid back in bed, predictably, i fell asleep. and woke up at 1230.[horrors!!!!] anyhow, my sch day has officially ended[at 1220], apart from the principal's session[do i give a damn] and extra chem lesson 3 hrs aft my official let-off.yea, im so prouda myself! think i will go mug. i juz feel better studyin at home, like without any distractions and any break that will disrupt my focus. [like gg for lessons--whahahha im talking crap]. so i decide to come online for awhile and blog alittle..
it was racial harmony day yest. i totally forgot abt it, coz when i entered the school, i was like wondering if there was gg to b some kind of mass indian dance coz quite alot of ppl were dressed in saris and wad not. hoho. anyhows, i delibrately missed the bus today and walked extremely and painfully slow to sch today, but still reached sch at 725. haha. good habits are hard to kick in this case(!!!).strrange how the mind works, when u need to do smth,its like so difficult to get urself to do it; but when there's no need alr, it simply became a habitt to do it. ya like coming early to school.
im beginning to pay attention durin lessons, and boy am i learning loads. i take back wad i said earlier-lessons arent a waste of time[for some that is]. even if u think it is, u hafta really listen to grasp some impt little things that the tcher says coz u might end up learning too. im serious! so now im like regretting for not paying more attention in class during my jc life. then there was lesson with khoo peck har. oh wells she's actually quite knowledgable in bio but her tots are really v scattered and she ends up confusing even herslef sometimes. but i can tell she is making hte effort to organise herself compared to the last time i had lessons with her. but i was seriously damn sleepy due to the lack of air circulation to my part of the class room, my nose was close to touching the table many a times.[i seriously think its the tc 3rd/4th level classrooms the ones with the bigger numbers,the rooms are really quite stuffy and un-conducive.]then i stayed in the bandroom during free periods and did not do any constructive work. after sch, i hanged ard a longer time that i shld and end up wasting time drawing henna on my ankle and also vandalising shuhui's left hand. then. this irritating chem tcher and another tcher came into the band room and tot we were hanky panking[dats damn funny man hahahahaha] and said that 'things change from now on' and dat we were to study inthe library 'for security reasons'. haha. so amusing. have they no brains??? are we the type? most likely the guys will get traumatised by us girls man. went to celebrate sis's bday. she was in a furious mood when i turned up damn late and i was seriously feeling remorseful. dun wanna have another thing like that a few days ago. but we had a good time eating frog's legs[i mean i dun usually support it when ple eat these stuff.. but it was really good] and porridge and other dishes.
ok i think i shld stop here. if not my day wld be wasted if i did not put this chance to good use and mug loads.
hey pppl, link me thru this from now on okay??
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